The struggle

'I don't want real life.' 

'I like the college life style.'

'I am not ready to move on.'

I hear these phrases all the time and for the most part I would say I don't agree with them. Which causes an internal battle and a struggle for me. I really like my college life and my group of friends here, but I so badly want to move on with life- but this weekend God really clarified that for me and it made so much more sense!  

So here is what he told me-

 'when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.'

So this makes complete sense! Moving on with my life has nothing to do with being 'over' what I have here at Drake University- it has to do with the fact that half of my heart lies in Missouri and that is where this all comes together. I want the rest of my life and post college life and yearn for it so bad because that means one thing- 

SEE YA LONG DISTANCE and hello to my handsome man!  

This made me feel so much better and shine some light on my mixed feelings about everything right now. Jesus always knows when to step in at the right time and I just love him! 

So long story short- I am so over long distance and ready to start my life with my man, and am so thankful for my time at school and how much it has helped me as a person and really strengthened Conrad and I's relationship. 

Just a short 200 days away- with many weekend trips to watch 14 play some ball in the fall! 

Told ya I was excited!